Funny.
When we were together, I thought it was you that didn’t want to get married… Yet, I think it’s me. You are getting married, and I don’t want to. Funny how life works.
You.
You creep out of my past, and plunge yourself into my dreams. In that moment I remember why I “loved” you so much (what I thought was love at the time). The way your eyes pierce through my soul, and I felt like home in your arms. How inside you I only saw good, even when it was bad… Believe me, there was bad. My hope for you was for you to see all that I see in you. You were a vat of passion, unlocked potential. Holding yourself back through fear and insecurities. Things that only the deepest love could break in you. Not my love. But the love of Christ, which is perfect and removes fear, because fear involves punishment. And God doesn’t punish, because He finished that 2000 Years ago. Jesus was the final punishment for all sin. Ask I wanted was to love you like Jesus loves. But, I’m human and in that am imperfect. Just know, I do miss you. Maybe its because I saw you in my dream. A dream that felt like reality. Maybe. Just maybe. There could be a reason deeper than that. Maybe I miss you, because I’m ready to talk to you. Just maybe.
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!
Late, yes, but I will always reblog GIR being adorable.
fucking love
I said this in french class today :D
One of my favourite scenes <3
Heck yes.
That viral video on christians
You know what I dislike most about people. Controversy. This spoken word video came out, and people are pulling out there theology, greek words, judgment, etc. on how this video gives churches and christians a bad rep. I think we are doing a fine job destroying that. If I wasn’t a christian I wouldn’t want to be based on what I hear. God isn’t the author of confusion. And strife is the manifest presence of the devil. But if you are spending more time researching everything about this video and why it’s mostly right but still wrong, instead of listening to what he said, (not throwing the baby out with the bath water) and examining your heart, your relationship with God, and your own fruit in your life. Then you are exactly what this young man was talking about. Also. Not everyone is going to understand, and people will interpret it the way they so choose. same thing happened when Jesus spoke.
Dear God
I know I’m not controlled by my feelings, and this is just a season… But can I share with you how I am feeling? Can I just say, I feel over looked. I feel like I’ve become obsessive with what I don’t have. It’s all I can see. And it’s hard. I really need you more than ever right now. I don’t want to be here long. Thanks for understanding, listening, and helping. Much love, Sara.
Today.
Keep bleeding. Keep, keep bleeding love…
Me. Being annoyed.
Sometimes, I honestly, truly wonder what kind of qualities guys look for in a girl. I wonder why I’m the friend. It’s not like I wanna be more than that, but it gets hard not to think it will it always be like that. Or will I have a guy willing to step up to the challenge that if me?
Shook me all night long.
So I been feeling pretty frustrated lately, just can’t seem to keep the joy that use to have. Not thinking too much of it, but I’m frustrated at God too. So I’m spending time with Him like I normally do. And like usual He said something so profound. ” Do you think it’s very fair that you get mad at me when you don’t put to practice my principles?” It’s true. He’s given me His joy to be strength to me, and I get mad at Him because I’m refusing to count it all joy. He days count it joy, because He knows if you don’t, it will burden you, and weigh you down. The “it” that I refer to is life.
A little thought.
I hate getting sick. I also hate how tough I am on myself when I am sick. I don’t allow myself time to recover. Only cause I don’t have the time. I’ll deny sickness till I look like a fool. Once your sick, your sick. Take time to get better.
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